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Hindsight

Hindsight

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December 7, 2022

My hair is long enough now

to brush my shoulders, just.

I never wanted short hair,

and for that defiance the gods of my DNA

made me bald for a time.

 

The last time I saw you, my mother,

my hair was short like a boyʻs.

Yours had been that short for years

and you had the caretakers streak it

so it would look like mine.

You looked so proud about it,

beaming up at me from the pillows.

 

That was the first and only time

that we would have similar hair

except maybe when I was very small,

still more you than myself.

 

And now you are quite gone;

as is my right breast,

as was your left breast.

Now you are gone.

 

My hair swings lightly against my skin,

my broken genes crank out

broken code. And I just wish

Iʻd said more about that fabulous

streaked hairdo of yours,

or about anything, anything at all.